jealousy is such a funny thing to think about, and much like pain and misery, it's completely universal. everyone longs for something that they don't have, or is just out of reach.
i don't really envy stuff. i envy attention, affection and affirmation. i straight up annoy myself by getting jealous about those things in multiple relationships in my life. the thing is, i've made plenty of choices that nearly prevent me from being able to attain the very things i'm jealous of. it's when other people's choices prevent me from attainting those things that i work myself in a tizzy.
i am currently stuck in a self created tizzy.